change?

I have a new neighbor…as of today, I believe. I’m not sure of her age or appearance, but I know she speaks her mind through her bumper stickers. Not to say all people who post opinions on their cars are outspoken…but it does cause a small riot within someone else with different views; especially if they are strong believers in their own thoughts.
Hopefully she is like her car. Outgoing. I think we would get along.

I’ve been looking at myself lately…analyzing…
Is it the matter of a lack of self-confidence or is it really that I admire so many qualities in people, that I want to share in them as well?

Am I that impressionable?

Personally, I’d like to think that I am trying experiences for myself to answer my own questions…and I suppose that shouldn’t matter to what other people perceive.
However, when I think back on it…I let people really influence me.
I know what I like, but around people I admire I switch my thinking.

Open-minded or impressionable?

This leads me to want to experiment…to not see anyone I know for a week or two…but I couldn’t do that, I really wouldn’t want to. If this is part of my “self discovery” then I want my friends to be there and take part.
My inspirations come from an array of people, and I feel that those qualities that I admire in those people give me aspirations of being a better person. So I shouldn’t question myself. Everything’s been done before; I’m just trying it at my own pace.