Involve

Is this something I want to get myself into?

My priorities this year are focusing on myself…doing well in school, creating a better portfolio, meeting new people, and making enough unfortunate money to afford the things I desire. I’m starting off pretty well, if I may say so; living a good life, this semester hasn’t been too difficult, however, we are all only heading into the 3rd week.

I am determined in life to experience as much as I can; good and bad just go hand in hand. Critical decisions are coming to surface, and that’s why I question…if I should become involved in an uncertain situation.

“What’s life without a little risk?” vs. “Stick with what you know”

Recently, a failed love attempted his way back into my life. I’m not sure how to take this surprising effort. I honestly wasn’t expecting to ever hear from this person again, and I wasn’t going to contact him. His implications and our talks got me curious as to what he wanted. Needless to say it is rather confusing, yet the idea of trying again was implied…last December we started a pretty great relationship, everything seemed to be swell, we got along, connected, and enjoyed being around each other and then within the last of the six months that we were together, it seemed to all fall apart. The way it seems, in retrospect, we started clashing. Avoidance and a lack in communication pushed us over the edge. I got the feeling that he didn’t want to be there and I was overly underappreciated.

So with that in mind, is it worth thinking about again if things were to change for the better? Or would we clash once more with differing personalities and not necessarily morals, but perspectives?



So we are at a stand still.

Is this a worthless consideration, or something to think about?

I don’t think I’m ready for the kind of relationship that was had. It was too serious for something that should’ve been an experience in getting to know one another.

I just not sure if this could be a good thing.I’m open to any feedback.